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Monday, February 22, 2010.
Today was boring. All the lessons teacher was toking crap and i sit there blur blur listening.This morning was unhappy nvm forget that. Went KFC wit Brendon, Ramizah and ... the gans family who i oso dono wad i tink of them now. Went JP to buy Wan Fang's stuff and then went home.Now i onli feel like staying in one corner in the darkness where no one cares. Is there any prob wit me or u? Y dun u shoot me as much as u wan. I've been shoot by ppl alot of times liao. My heart hurts now. I feel like breaking down. See me jokes and laughs in class or wit u but did u noe tat saying tat im happy took me less than a sec. Letting the heart heals could takes more times? I say i dun wan to care but i dun mean it. U ar in my heart, i treat u as my sis although we ar not blood-related. I juz wan to say i really care for u.
What is wrong wit my mum. I alr try my best for my test liao. At least i get 10/20 for lit, I pass! If she tink she is smarter than me then go take the test and get full marks la. Noe how to say nv show.At least this yr my marks is better then last yr leh. Keep comparing me wit other ppl's child. If u tink other ppl's child is more smarter then ask them be ur child la. Why wan me be ur child and get the nag from u. Not even my dad nag at me. He onli say muz work hard. Why cant u juz understand my feeling. I could say u hav no brain at all =(