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Wednesday, June 9, 2010.
Wake up 9 plus thn off to Pasir Panjang, Reached Teban 11 plus to meet Yvonne Jie. Same, watch movies agn. Baby came but like nv tok to me. Fine forget it. Follow Yvonne Jie to her house. He went off without even informing me. FINE! Keep calling him, he didn't pick up his phone. Giving up on calling. Went to bus stop waited for bus. He was right behind me but he rather sms me. First feeling is heartbroken. WTH IS WRONG WITH HIM? Cried but not letting him noe. Totally goin insane now. Sent Yvonne Jie to work thn off to JP. He went to arcade with me, while i was playin he leave me and headed home T.T next thing to the toilet to cry and cut. Totally heartbroken like i have no heart anymore. I don't feel any soul in my body. So what if i cut? He cares? I really don't noe. Even if i cut oso not his fault huh? I'm juz stupid, ok? He say he'll ignore me if i dun eat. I'm useless of stopping him to ignore me coz i can't do anything. Yvonne Jie sad whn she see my arm but what could i say? (I'm ok) (Really nth) (Don't nid worry la) (I nv sad la) tats all i could say. I don't wanna her to worry for me.


Now i have 2 choices
1. Carry on
2. End it here

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