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Wednesday, December 29, 2010.
Juz blog since i got nth to do. Nth to really say. Juz feel tat every part of my life changes. Stuck at home rotting. Juz feel like crying. She's busy with her work, busy with studies, busy with boss and busy with fwens. I feel myself bothering her. Always making her worried. Useless, helpless, troublesome and stupid. I cant do anything. I can't even go to work. I'm good for nth. I onli noe how to stay home and com my time off. Y cant i be like other kid? y am i so stupid to cause myself to land in these illnesses? I'm diff from her. She's mature, I'm childish. She noe how to tink and i dun. So wad if i cry now. Nth change bac. I cant do anything but onli cry.