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Sunday, January 30, 2011.
I juz feel like sleeping and not wakin up. Y does my mother wan me be wit her whn i dun even hav any feeling for her? :'( Quarreled wit mother last night and she slap me on the face juz coz i dun wan be wit her fwen's daughter. No matter wad even if she beat me to death i oso wont be wit her. I onli love baby. i miss her so much:( she told me to call her yesterday which i didnt. Giving reason tat im busy but actually crying. i dun wan her to worried. i told her tat i wan to settle my mother first be4 telling her is coz i scared she will leave me. Im really scared:'( my heart is veri pain now. i really dun noe wad to do or mayb i shld go. i guess i hav to cry myself to sleep tonight:'(

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