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Thursday, January 20, 2011.
using my cousin's lappy to blog in the hospital now. I regret, i really regret everything tat i've done. Juz to forget bout the past i keep gaming all day and neglected her. Y am i like tis? I wan to be the real me. Once i get out of the hospital, i want to get bac to her. I wan to spent the remaining times wit her and forget bout the past. Now i dun even noe i can get out or not. I noe i've done wrong. If i really wont be able to spend the remaining times wit her, i really will regret my whole life. Baby im sry:'( i didnt meant to hurt u. I'm really sry. I juz wish tat we can still be 2gether and let me love u wholeheartedly. I noe u gave me alot of chance. I juz wan to beg for 1 last one :'(
