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Friday, February 11, 2011.
bac to work 2dae. nth really special. makin myself so tired, so cui. tinking tat coming home i can juz lie on the bed and sleep but i cant. hav no idea wad im actually tinking. my heart damn pain now. dun feel like takin medi or anything. Juz feel like leaving it like tis. is better tat i die rite? nobody will suffer wit me, nobody will get hurt, nobody will be stress coz of me am i rite? mother force me to be wit tat thai girl. Wad can i say? even if i dun wan she juz insist. im tired really tired :'(
